Again, I suck and it’s been a minute since I’ve posted anything. To be exact, its been 7 months and 2 days….
That’s a long ass time to be away.
But I’ve been busy with so much shit (I use this excuse too much for it to be true) it’s not even funny and to be honest, I kind of forgot about writing and that makes me a little upset.
Have you guys ever forgotten about something that makes you happy and not even realized it? Like reading a good book? Riding a horse? Or even visiting your favorite coffee shop?
You get stuck in a routine and you forget about the things that truly make you happy it’s so freaking sad.
So since I’ve been gone, I’ll give y’all an update on truly what’s happening in the life of Abby. I’ll make it quick though cause it might be boring as hell to just hear about what’s been going on…
Within the past couple months I’ve still been going to Iowa State, I DID NOT graduate so that’s fun, I’ve been applying for internships, got one, and now I’m living in Kansas City interning with Marriott International at the Sheraton hotel in crown center til the end of July.
And so far, it’s hell and a half.
No joke I could go off about how much this job frustrates me and how shitty the organization is but there’s a different time for that.
This job actually got me onto my website again to write this post for all you lovely people!!
~ Positives ~
I will say this.
Trying to figure out what you want to do with your life is such a freakn ride.
It’s like the ripcord at Worlds of Fun.
You start at the bottom not knowing which way to go first, and then all of a sudden you get your first jerk and you’re like “uh I don’t know if I like this”… Then you begin the ride and it’s freeing learning something new and exciting, then all of a sudden you start to drop again and you’re like “yeah nope, get me off this f****** thing”.
*And I’m still on this ride as we speak people.
I want to get to the place where I’ve gotten off the ride and I’ve touched land again and I’m thinking “thank god that’s over but it was fun to say the least”.
I need to get better at analogies but I think you guys are pickin up what I’m puttin down.
So if anyone has any advice for someone who is finally trying to seek some instead of acting like I have it all together, hit a girl up 🙂
I’ll shout you out too if your ish works cause lord knows how grateful I’ll be once I find a sure fire way to figure my life out.
And even if it doesn’t work, I’ll appreciate you anyways and we can be friends and hang out and get coffee and pet many dogs that don’t belong to us in the dog park.
I’m not opposed to any ideas, let me know your ways or even activities I could try that might sound like something I might like to do that got you to figure things out.
A N Y T H I N G helps.
That’s where I’m at in my life.
Anyways, thanks homies, catch ya next time, whenever that’ll be :’)))
Peace & Blessings ❤