You Probably Won’t Notice Her

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“She is the kind of beauty that gently falls on your lips like snowflakes softly falling to the ground, silent, subtle, fragile to touch, but beautiful nonetheless. She is made of winter, thunderstorms, and scars, yet she possesses the gentlest touch for the broken souls. When you meet her, you probably won’t notice her right away, for hers is the beauty that whispers ever so subtly to your soul, capturing your heart and should first before entrancing your eyes.” – Cynthia Go

Some Things Are Better

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“You will not always be the smartest person in the room, and you will not always be the strongest or the funniest or the most talented. But you can always be brave and you can always be kind, and these are the things you should be every minute of every day for the rest of your life. Because yes, those other things, they’re great things.

But these things are better.”

Just Those Deep Thoughts.

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I’m in a mood.

Do you ever begin to relax or have nothing going on that you get into your head and all you can do is think about anything and everything that has to do with your whole existence.

Sounds excessive but I know I’m not the only one.

I’m a deep thinker.

I like to have deep conversations and talk about life. I love hearing about others’ lives, their pet peeves, their greatest desires, fears, and dreams.

Sometimes when I get in these moods, the only thing I can think of doing is writing. It’s a stress reliever. That doesn’t mean I’m feeling stress by any means, it just shows that I’m getting into my feelings.

Want to know what I’m thinking about?

Okay, even if you don’t I’m telling you anyways. Stress reliever, so, yeah, you know how it goes.

I’m someone who likes to stay busy. I love having a schedule and an organized way of knowing what I am doing the upcoming week. I have worked doubles the past three days and had today off because it’s Sunday and in Utah, NOTHING is open on Sundays.

So, like any normal person would do, I decided to have a personal day.

This was my day. I got groceries, did laundry, took a few tests I had to finish for my job, slept, and watched Netflix.

I’m upset with myself. 

At the end of the day, it’s nice to know that I had this time to relax, but at the same time, I also think, what could have been a better use of my time.

I’m in Utah for only three months, and I sat around and watched Netflix. That infuriates me.

I do work a double tomorrow so my instincts were to have a relaxing day today but now, I just feel like a lazy bum. That might just be me, but I hate it.

You know what I could have done? 

  • Go on a hike
  • Do yoga in the mountains
  • Gone to a painting class
  • Gone swimming
  • Hung out with friends
  • Read a book
  • Window shopped in a flower shop (I love doing this)
  • Drove around and looked at the scenery

The options are endless and that is what I did with my day.

I mean, why not use the time I’m not working to really explore what this state has to offer.

Isn’t that the reason I moved here in the first place?

YOU WOULD THINK.

Right now I am doing the one thing I enjoy doing that also relaxes me.

Writing.

Whether it’s a novel or not, it brings me joy. Getting my feelings out in the open and not holding them in.

I’m also a person that doesn’t like to burden people with my thoughts because lemme tell ya, there are plenty of them. However, I am that person that wants everyone to come to me for their problems and have the trust and friendship in me to be able to let it out and tell me everything.

If you don’t have a journal or a blog or anything you can get your feelings out on, have a friend.

My boyfriend is the perfect person for this. I can’t thank him enough for always being there when I have those times where all I wanna do is scream, cry, yell, vent, or have deep talks.

Right now is one of those times and he is in Rome sleeping at the moment, so here we are. I am talking to you people who take the time to read my writing which by the way, I am so appreciative of.

I write because I enjoy it and because it makes me happier every time I post an article knowing people out there feel the same way I do. All I want to do is be that person that everyone feels comfortable coming to for anything.

I will be that friend for you if you don’t have a person. I don’t say that out of pity at all, I say that because I want to get to know everyone and be able to help them in whatever situation they may be in at all times.

Knowing people are struggling with issues that I don’t know about upsets me and of course that’s dramatic considering I don’t know everyone but I want to.

This was a big reason I created this blog. I love reaching out and really getting to know people.

The real them. 

So if anyone ever has any issues they need to get off their chest or just want to talk about, please oh please, know that I am here. Don’t think of me as a stranger please because I will be as open with you as you are with me.

I’m not here to be your therapist, I’m here as a friend and as a human being who only wants to help.

We all get in our feelings. We’re human, it’s what we do. Some may just show it more than others and that’s okay.

I have this dream guys.

I have this dream or goal per say, that everyone I come in contact with, becomes either happier or that my presence decreases their stress when talking with me.

How crazy is that.

I have no idea why but all I want to be is a healer for everyone. I don’t tell anyone this ever.

This is a big deal that I’m actually getting this deep into my thoughts right now.

I’ll probably write an article soon about a couple more thoughts I typically have but right now, I think I’ve maxed out on my deep thinking for everyone who cares to listen…

I know this post is a bit longer than my typical articles but I wanted to get this out. This is the kind of stuff that comes to my mind so often, I thought it was important to let it out.

I could probably go on and on about how I feel during this post but I’m not trying to bore you all with my feelings novel.


If you lasted this long, as I always and sincerely say, thanks for reading guys. I do this blog for my enjoyment and also in the hopes that at least someone either can relate or get something out of my words; makes them think differently about anything.

Hope you all have a wonderful rest of your Sunday if you’re in the U.S or Monday if your across the world. Come back for those daily quotes that I post. I’ll try to liven the mood in my next post but again, really appreciate you all for reading. As always,

Peace & Blessings ❤

Abby

 

This Life Is What You Make It (Inspired By Hannah Montana)

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“This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends – they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything – they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them – actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soulmate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.” – Marilyn Monroe

Be That Person

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“Be the kind of person who isn’t afraid to ask someone if they are okay twice if they say they are, but look like the aren’t. Be the kind of person who smiles at people even if they don’t smile back. Be the kind person you wished for when no one was there for you. Be the kind person who is brave enough to stand alone in a crowd for what is right. Be that person because we need more people like that in the world. Be that person because people like that are rarer than the rarest diamonds and gold.” – Nikita Gill

New Experiences – The Scary & The Exciting

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I know so many of us are terrified to try new things and others would jump off a cliff the first instinct they get that it’s safe.

Well, for me moving to Utah, that’s a pretty new experience. And if you follow me on any social media, you’ll see all these amazing pictures of me having the time of my life and just the best summer ever.

Now I’m not saying I’m not in any way BUT I have had hardships being here already for just a couple weeks.

The exciting is the new atmosphere, the new environment, and getting to meet wonderful people.

I wake up excited for the day and what it could entail! I get happy knowing I haven’t discovered everything about the area. I would move to a different state next summer in a heartbeat.

12/10 would recommend trying a new place to live.

However, it’s not all sunshines and rainbows and pretty mountains all the time.

I’ve had roommate troubles, job issues, you name it. It all comes with the package of spontaneity.

The art of figuring it out as you go.

I have never had this issue because whenever I have a situation to deal with, I focus on those positives that most people look past.

What good does only focusing on the negative do?

NOTHING.

It’s painful.

Realize what you have and how blessed you truly are no matter how awful your problems are, there’s always a light no matter how small.

“Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe that tomorrow will be better, we can bear a hardship today.” – Thich Nhat Hanh

I don’t mean to say this to be cheesy at all (cause it’s coming off very deep and cheesy). I say this to be real.

We hear it all the time but have you ever listened to people and took their advice.

We always think “They don’t understand”, “My situation is different”, “How can they say that? It never works”.

You’re probably right, they might not. But that doesn’t mean those people haven’t had any situation similar or aren’t trying to help you.

Those who stick around and go out of their way to help you don’t need to understand. They just need to be present.

Keep those humans in your life, they’re hard to find nowadays.

But don’t make it harder for them to help you. Open up enough to let them. I know it’s hard, trust me, it’s taken me years to find people to trust and open up to.

However, because I did open up, I’ve met some of the most genuine people that I have the honor to call my best friends.

Nothing is ever as bad as it seems.

I know honey, your situation could feel like a death or the end of the world but I promise you it isn’t.

All you wanna do is sit and cry and feel bad and think that there’s nothing you can do.

Your’e wrong. 

Find that person, that hobby, that song, that light that will always help you when you’re stressed or in pain. It will change your life.

If you haven’t found it yet, then for gods sake try everything. Don’t wait for it to come to you.

Yoga is a HUGE stress reliever for me as well as writing. I learned I’m a person who likes to get it out whether on paper, through this blog, or talking to someone.

How did I figure that out?

I did it enough to realize my love for it.

I tried it for the first time, and then again, and then again and I got addicted.

Everyone has to start somewhere.

Don’t be a lazy ass sitting on the couch all the time thinking netflix is your stress reliever because it takes you away from the world for a period of time.

Please try to find a healthy way to deal with it.

If any of you want to talk to me about any situation you’re dealing with or even just want to talk about the kind of sandwich you had the other day, I’ll be here to listen.

I’ll be present always. 


Thanks so much for reading guys, I know my posts get deep sometimes and I’ll try to lighten them up soon but I base them off my life in the time being and what I’m feeling. Don’t be afraid to reach out or even ask me questions about my life or anything in general!

I know a couple cool random facts if that interests any of you 🙂

Hope to hear from you all and hope you enjoy the crazy content I decide to write about! Love you all and I hope you have a blessed Wednesday.

Peace & Blessings ❤

Abby

Deep Talks

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“I love deep talks. Like, hell yeah, tell me about why you’d prefer to talk to your mom rather than your dad. Tell me about your favorite lyrics in the songs you listen to everyday and why they’re you’re favorite. Tell me about the dog you had when you were growing up and how he was your best friend. Tell me about what kind of books you like to read when you’re alone in your room. Tell me about the things you think about right before you fall asleep. Tell me anything and everything. I just want to be the one you tell it all to. Please let me be the one.”

Updates

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Hey hey hey guys! Wow it’s been a while but this last month has been one crazy one to say the least for me. I wanted to write a new post to update you all on what exactly I am doing, where I’m at, yadda yadda yadda.

SO for starters, I am currently in Provo, Utah which is where I will be living the next three months. I know what you’re all thinking, “wait what”, “Utah?”, “What the heck are you doing in Utah”.

Even if you aren’t thinking those things, I’m going to tell you what’s going on anyways :):)

I just decided that I didn’t want to stay in Iowa for the summer if all I was going to be doing was working. I can do that anywhere. I can find a job anywhere yanno. So since I visited my friend in Utah over winter break, I have fallen in love with it since and knew exactly where I wanted to be this summer.

After that, I opened up my laptop and got to work. I’m not kidding guys, I had to find someone to take over my lease in Ames so I wouldn’t have to pay two rents, I had to find a cheap place to live here in Provo and I had to find a job. This was all within a couple months….

STRESS.

I’m a last minute planner so it was no surprise to my parents that I had decided this so late in the game but it’s okay because I was determined. On top of this though, I was still in school, working in Ames, and had finals coming up.

You wanna talk about pressure.

Oh man you guys, Utah is just absolutely gorgeous though. It was all worth the pressure, stress, anxiety, you name it.

I just moved in on May 15th, so like 4 days ago and it has already exceeded my expectations. Except the construction, they didn’t add that in the description of the town so that sucks but I mean if that’s the worst thing, I think I picked a pretty swell area to spend my summer.

I’m going to be posting a lot more this summer considering I will have a lot more time! So look out for those pictures, videos and blog posts gonna be popping up on your timelines 🙂

Moral of my update though is if you want something, don’t just sit back and expect it to come to you. Do not hesitate on any opportunity that arises in your life cause you’ll only regret not taking it in the end. Even if it’s the worst experience of your life, you at least now have a learning experience and a memory at that.

If I wouldn’t have done anything about the thought of me wanting to move to Utah, I wouldn’t be standing in my kitchen right now, able to look out the window to see a gorgeous view of mountains, writing to you all about how happy I am to be living here.

D E D I C A T I O N

If you really want it, you’ll do something about it, at least I hope you will. If you really want to go to Paris one day, make that day as soon as you can save up or book the plane ticket for it, and if you really want that new camera, pick up extra shifts at work.

I’ve never been happier in my entire life and I owe it all to my wanderlust mindset.

Nothing is impossible guys, believe me.


Thank ya oh so much for reading guys and bearing with me when I take forever to write posts or I disappear for a good month and a half… I appreciate you all and the fact that you still come back to read what I have to write! Hope you all have an amazing Friday and if any of you are in Utah hit me up! I’d love to meet ya! 🙂

Peace & Blessings ❤

Abby

Hidden Beneath The Surface

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“It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living, I want to know what you ache for – and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool – for love – for your dreams – for the adventure of being alive.” – Oriah Mountain Dreamer

Waiting

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“The longer you have to wait for something, the more you will appreciate it when it finally arrives. The harder you have to fight for something, the more priceless it will become once you achieve it. And the more pain you have to endure on your journey, the sweeter the arrival at your destination. All good things are worth waiting for and worth fighting for.”