Hey guys. I’ve been MIA for quite a while it feels like but I’m back baby. Most of you probably didn’t even realize I’ve been “gone”…
Welp, it’s one of those nights. What do you do when you’re chilling at home and your roommates are all gone and you have many thoughts going through your head? You write. Or at least, that’s what I do. So what’s up friends. Welcome to my mind.
I’ve actually been doing a lot of thinking lately. Nothing too intense, just deep.
I lot of my thinking has been struck from deep within myself and trying to figure out my purpose in the world. I know, when I say deep, I mean deep. Be prepared.
I don’t mean this in a sad way at all and if you’re thinking of it as depressing, you’re on the opposite spectrum of my mind. Come to the other side and see what I mean.
I’ve been thinking a lot about what my purpose was of coming into the world. What makes me different then everyone else on this planet? As of right now, there isn’t much. I haven’t done anything yet that’s put me in a different category than the next person. This upsets me.
Everyone has a soul purpose and it’s whether they act on it or not is what makes it special. Taking the time and effort into finding out who you are is what I think life is truly about. It makes it fun. Doing things out of the ordinary, finding out what you love, finding out what you hate, it all makes life interesting.
I have many of these thoughts daily. I have sticky notes all over my room that have sayings on it like “When was the last time you did something for the first time”, ” What are you going to do differently today”, “What makes you unique”, “How are you going to change someones life today”.
I put them in places I know I’ll see because this is exactly the way I plan to live.
If it’s not important, don’t put it where you can see it. I love this. Whatever you don’t need to see daily, don’t put it in your eyesight. Throw it under the bed, put it in a closet, hide it in drawers, whatever. If it’s not beneficial to you, don’t have it in front of you.
I’m not sure why I’m all of a sudden having these thoughts or these instincts to do something different with my life but I’m glad I am. They’re blessings in disguise. I hope everyone has this breakthrough.
As of right now, I need to think about what my next move is. I’m thinking of how I’m going to put these thoughts and words into actions. What good is it to dream of something and not act upon it. It’s madness. It’s insanity. It’s a waste of time.
I want people to look at me and say “wow, how is she able to live life like that with no worries”. I don’t mean to say this as a way to show anything off or brag about a certain lifestyle, I want to find myself and help people do the same. I think about it all the time.
I walk on the street and look at everyone wondering if they enjoy their life’s choices. I wonder if they are happy with who they are and where they’re at. I’m 21 years old. I have the whole rest of my life ahead of me.
But time is constantly ticking. It’s ticking as I write this article. It’s ticking when I am sitting around watching TV. It’s ticking when I’m thinking about how time is ticking.
Do something with that time that could potentially change you or your life. The time is going to pass anyways so you might as well make use of it right? It’s so unfathomably essential. You can’t get it back once it’s gone.
This is a super deep article of mine but I won’t apologize for any of it. If you’ve read up to this point, I appraise you. My mind is interesting sometimes and all of it is positive. I won’t put up a front for anyone I promise. I just have this ideal vision for my life that I haven’t fulfilled yet but I’m excited to use that ticking time to change that.
Thanks for reading friends. Hopefully this gives you a different perspective about a few things but if not, well, I would have written it anyways so it doesn’t make much of a difference for me. I mean, I enjoyed writing it and getting my thoughts on paper, I just hope it was beneficial for a few.
I’ll try to keep up with my upcoming articles and they’re timing in being consistent! If you guys have any suggestions on what you want me to write about or any questions, I’m all ears for anything. I’d love to hear it!
Peace & Blessings ❤